U + Ur Hand

I'm not here for your entertainment
You don't really want to mess with me tonight
Just stop and take a second
I was fine before you walked into my life

Not sure how many of you have been in the same situation that I'm in at the moment, but I'm hoping there's a few. Otherwise, this blog's a bit pointless.

So basically, I've been having a "thing" with a friend of mine for a good wee while now, like friends with benefits. It was fun at first, exciting even, but every time he got a new girlfriend I was left at the side. Jealous? I guess so. But then as soon as the girlfriend disappears he suddenly shows an interest in me again. It's been going on for about a year now, and it's driving me mad! I'm sure if you're reading this you're thinking that I'm a stupid little girl, but maybe I am.

I've always been a fan of Pink's, but had never heard this song (U + Ur Hand), and when I heard it I actually laughed out loud. It's so relevant. I've allowed myself to be used, and I'm worth more than that- everyone is. I doubt there'll be anyone reading this, but if there is; I hope it's someone who knows what I'm trying to get at. Nobody should allow themselves to be used, especially by a guy who thinks you're there for his entertainment. Show him who's boss & wait for someone who's gonna treat you how you deserve to be treated.

And as for the guy who was messing me about? It's just him and his hand tonight.